Note to Readers

In order to attempt a dynamic approach to the personal human condition. I am writing all of the entries you see here first in a journal with all the emotion I feel at that time. Dwelling in each moment and trying to stay consistent in the writing style; I will fail at this but that's not the point. I hope by the end of this to have created a sequence of entries that can show my emotions static in themselves, but dynamic as a whole.

Ground State (while in the air)

11/25
On the plane to New Delhi

I've been analyzing myself with special attention to my actions and my expectations in preparation for this trip. I don't feel like my world is going to shift, or more closely, I can't fathom how my world view is going to shift, but I know that it will. I looked closely at the price of my lunch today. I wonder how much more that will get me in just a few hours. My speech habits, my language knowledge, my college life bliss, what will these be in just four weeks? Right now I understand and I realize everything is designed around my needs and teaching me to handle myself; college is intended to be a segue into life itself. Learn first in a safe enviornment. This trip is my way to break that thought. This is my way to truely learn what the world is like outside my walls. I am ready to experience something profoundly new. 

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